Inconsistency: The Gruesome Tale.

When I was a little toddler, I was always the bossiest person in the room,
always.

It's actually kind of funny now, because I seem to be the person that always follows the rules instead of making them!

I was ( and still am, I guess ) a loyal student to my grades. Enjoyed learning and feeling very happy with myself for being so attentive in class from a young age.

Throughout my years I would pick up many hobbies:

painting

sculpting

piano

drawing

anime/manga drawing

computer sketching

photography

ukulele

I enjoy(ed) each of these things so much, and grew so attached to each one of them;
but despite my passion and longing for each of these,
forgetting my focus and determination,

I have dropped almost all of these things.
I always found excuses and laziness to occupy the time I should have spent doing these things,

painting: too much time to prepare for it

sculpting: don't have the tools

piano: teachers expect too much time for practice

drawing: no inspiration

anime/manga drawing: frustration and no satisfaction with finished/unfinished works.

computer sketching: "not good-enough"

photography: pictures aren't like they used to be.

ukulele: just not good at it

This list frustrates me to even look at it. It's very hard to love something but be such a perfectionist that you can't even do it.


So please learn from me and do what you love in hope and truth that you will get there.

Where you want to be.
Where you will be.


xxBrunneta




P.s. I will keep my promise about coming back to instagram this summer,
I have a few surprises up my sleeve,
so please;
keep hope.